Cuckoo Icebranch

2011-10-09T03:43:00.000+07:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

as you've said to me

2011-09-19T10:07:00.006+07:00

time flies

RT @TheLoveStories: Every woman deserves a man who looks at her every day,
like the day he first realized he was in love with her! #TLS

2011-09-13T04:21:00.000+07:00

gregetan -__- capedeh x_x

#september

2011-09-02T10:19:00.000+07:00

food.

2011-08-21T11:22:00.001+07:00

booom hulalala~

period.

2011-08-19T19:18:00.006+07:00

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dear gilbert lityo,

im really sorry for being that impatient and worrywart childish little girl for these past few days. i know thinking that way only exacerbate the problems and mess up everything, and yes im really sorry once again :( i hope everything is gonna be fine. i wanna work things out, and i know you also want that. time flies so fast and i hope i can see you soon ♥

2011-08-18T12:05:00.001+07:00

"Sometimes the best way to get someone's attention is to stop giving them yours."

2011-07-17T22:44:00.002+07:00

having this habit of keep forgetting things easily,

doesn't mean that you can keep doing the same things which literally let me down.

JULY

2011-07-01T13:01:00.001+07:00

I can't believe that I was about helping my friend to find a perfect gift for his gf. seriously maybe I also need to stop re-reading the twilight saga books. imagination goes wilder than what I expected before, somehow it also hurts. time flies, doesn't it? it's the first of July, I've occupied myself with books, courses, and anything I found comfort me as well. July 5th should be a good date, until what I found that little conversation which literally none of my business but bothers me as well.

random #6

2011-06-29T22:12:00.000+07:00

it's gonna be another random post from me. well actually I type this post on my way home from grand indonesia, celebrating one of my bestfriends' birthday. so I just realized that somehow I am surrounded by a bunch of caring and understanding friends, and thanks God for having all of them here. also just realized most of them, the boys, are really sweet and full of surprises! woohooo longlast yaa teman2 smuaa :)

anyway I'm currently re-reading the twilight saga books! same as before, for me edward is way toooo sweet and perfect HAHAH. doodling and talking about edward cullen with diandraornelli which is so silly HAHAH - I know this is so last year - and seriously talking with her malah tambah bikin UP!

last but not least, congrats teman-teman yang diterima PTN dan yang belum tetap semangat ya! bytheway july 5th please come faster, kind of disappointed actually but it's his choice so what could I say noom noom let him do whatever he wants. seriously this is very random post hahah -___-

ANGRYBIRDS

2011-06-23T19:36:00.004+07:00

checking amazon.com, found out there are a lot of uber-cute angrybirds' toys. MUAHAHAH. can't stand seeing these fluffy dolls with sounds. and just found the theme song of ponyo.


these days I really want ice cream so bad :"(

NOOM NOOM RAWRRRR. lama sekali oh lama sekali yaaa dan ngomong2 AAAAA 2 minggu masih sangat lama GRAAAOORR -__- pengen pergi main-main, coba-coba makanan, olahraga yang seru, jalan-jalan sore, masak-masak bareng, nonton dvd yang seru, corat-coret lucu, dan melakukan hal-hal tidak jelas seperti keliling toko buku dan jalan-jalan sesuai kaki melangkah :D tapi sebenarnya ingin melakukannya dengan cara saya, bukan caranya -

an escape.

2011-06-03T20:13:00.002+07:00

I can say today was a bit stressing for me. hospital, the blood test, and some of wild imaginations worried me as well. it was the time when I really need someone to talk and relieve my stress. somehow, I didn't get the person I hope to be there before. In fact, thank you for ko gekko, felicia oktora, sherlyn saadi, and jojo to be the first people who asked me and really concerned about my condition and of course response to all my answers. thank you best friends for all your concerns. I know you guys are always there, even when you guys are so busy with others .

I'm rambling.

rosetta.

2011-06-02T16:21:00.003+07:00

one night, I was in the middle of a light chitchat with a best friend. talking and rambling random things, and we jumped to this topic of latte art, my best friend reminded me of the Green Hornet's cast Jay Chou making this Latte Art. I've told him to accompany me trying this long time ago but he wasn't really interested tho. and somehow just know that my best friend share the same interest with me for this latte art. did some browsing and found this :

by the way, having this kind of thoughts for a few months back then until now :( the first time is always great but as the time goes by, it only becomes a day. I want everyday to be like a first day :'(( aah I'm so rambling. but it is true. back to the days when I was the only reason, when I was the first person to be remembered after a deep sleep at night, or even when I was the only person to be asked even though my opinion is against the others' :(( I want him to stay the same, don't change, do you?

you are.

2011-05-24T21:07:00.001+07:00

the one who always says my cook as a delicious food :9

the most not-chill person in debate class :p

the fluffiest cotton candy in the world :)

the most enchanting lumineux :*

the toughest at UNO-STACKO.

my very own flabby patty !

the sweetest addiction

the first priority.

mr.google

boom :*

♥

PS : this is so random of my thoughts.

random #5

2011-05-18T19:34:00.005+07:00

I was upset in the morning, I was a bit disappointed in the afternoon, yesterday. I felt like a pretender, smiling when I knew I was about to scream out loud. Thoughts echoed in my mind. Thinking how could that happened. How could there's no discussion? Feeling this kind of anxiety, wondering how serious it could be. Fortunately, I attended the gathering and sharing with my peers and the priest from the church, just so heart-warming. Forgiving is a hard job. When "sorry" becomes a common word, loses its essential meaning, only for formal use, that's just pointless. I'm thinking about selfishness, I know I shouldn't think that way. However, the fact tells me. When it's getting worse and I'm about losing my sense, everything could be happen. I just don't want anything bad happens. I wonder if a person has no limits on his/her patience. Maybe there's no words saying "enough is enough". "tired" is not in the dictionary. But, how could he/she defend him/herself? That person also a human being. He/she needs love, understanding, and trust, and yes 2 directions of communication is vital. What if her/his partner always ask him/her the same question. Doubt of his/her feeling.You know, somehow it hurts a lot. When other person isn't believe in you, having no faith in you. It's just so hurtful. I want to work it out, but idk him :(

"Tulislah kesalahan orang lain padamu di atas pasir,

dan ukirlah kebaikan orang lain di dalam hatimu" - Rm. Kus

This is just a random thoughts of mine. It's 7 and I have nothing to do. Writing seems to be a great escape. by the way I'm listening to a few mellow-songs. I don't wanna listen to these mellow-songs, it's just exacerbate the feeling I feel and it's NO good.

hello #1

2011-05-16T20:51:00.002+07:00

stupid-ponyo candid picture from a friend of mine

ponyo and his enchanting lumineux, kazillion thanks ♥


-- via tumblr (exactly reflects me sometimes)

keep believing, be strong, think positive, be honest, have an open-communication

and a good understanding and everything is gonna be fine. Amen.

b a l i with f r i e n d s

2011-05-07T20:48:00.002+07:00

I'm back from my Bali trip with XIIA1. somehow this trip meant a lot for me. spent 5 days with 24 people was a truly great experience. 2 days in a row of late night chat with kornelia gracia, teresa puspita, erina gunawan, cynthia vania, karen angelina, ribka amanda, lita dwiputri, thomas jatiman, adrianus akbar, effendy sutejo, and vincent huberta. some silly jokes with friends I'm not really close before. listening to their problems and stories about high-school life, didn't realize that we have a lot in common. also had a GALAU-day with them, spent the spare time we had by singing some GALAU-songs HAHAH esp. the lady antebellum's.

and I really miss him but idk about him :'(

flipflop

2011-05-01T20:34:00.002+07:00

some people asked me, what my blog title refers to.

I know it's kind of silly but I name it after someone.

do check out http://www.emmadavies.net/ type your name and see the result.

well some might conceive this web as childish, ridiculous, and flacky, but who cares? :p

and I finally rounded up the complete glee season 1, thank you for the dvds dear :))

guess I'm a GLEEK now.

did some random browsing, and found some entrancing and adorable stuffs and places

spongebob converse all-star

chocolate drizzle apple with darkchoc-and-milk

have tried this in Canada and if someone offers you this,

well absolutely yes. no doubt.

unique bookshelf from IKEA

london's eye (again) the tallest windmill in the world.

somehow I'm just really into it.

PONYO chopsticks, buy me one, pleaseeee?

in fact, I also found PONYO-orge, uber-cute and awesome B)

and of course this banana split Ben and Jerry's

seems to be his favorite.

by the way don't you think it feels nice when you do something for someone

you care and that person do the same way to you in return equally?

gosong.

2011-04-26T22:06:00.002+07:00

yearbook"s photoshoot at ancol. getting my sunburn :'( which really hurts. chitchat with friends. looking for body-butter for my skin and fortunately I found the "love-spell" from victoria's secret which smells and feels good :) hmm have nothing to do now. some people are busy and I realize it's not good to text them while they are busy. well maybe some people need space. hmm watching RyanHiga's and KevJumba's seems good. in need of laugh HAHAH. okay.TAAA-DAAA. boom.

i need your words :(

2011-04-14T20:48:00.004+07:00

foto yang tidak fokus,tapi saya suka.

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear

There can be miracles, when you believe, G ♥

bodoh.

2011-03-22T21:35:00.001+07:00

kenapa ya akhir-akhir ini setiap mengatakan sesuatu selalu membuat orang lain menjadi berpikir bahwa dirinya menjadi merasa bersalah dan tidak cukup baik. beberapa hari ini terus melakukan kesalahan :( membuat orang lain tidak senang dan masih banyak lagi. saya tidak cukup baik dan saya sangat ingin berubah menjadi lebih baik lagi agar dia juga bisa merasa senang dan nyaman. hm kenapa yaa saya kerap kali mengulang kesalahan yang sama :'( pedahal sebenarnya saya tidak ingin dan justru ingin membuat sesuatu menjadi lebih baik :( apa itu namanya? ya, itu namanya saya memang tidak cukup baik :'((

:'(

2011-03-14T16:58:00.001+07:00

2 days :( I'm scared. Seriously. I've prayed and I've tried the best. Just let Him do the rest. Whatever will be, will be. He knows the best of both worlds. As he's said, everything is gonna be okay.

2011-03-12T06:44:00.001+07:00

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
That's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
You can count on me cause I can count on you

If you're tossin and you're turnin and you just can't fall asleep,
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you mean to me,
Everyday I will remind you, oh

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

huff

2011-03-08T21:13:00.001+07:00

mom : any regrets?
me : i don't think so
mom : really? well maybe he's..
** go to my room, don't wanna hear it :(

.......

2011-03-05T17:28:00.005+07:00

I slept at 1 and woke up at 6. I rushed to school and I have made someone waiting for me again. I did many things wrong. I was really busy this week and I'm sorry that I had no free time this week as I usually have. I dont know how to conduct all these but I know I will be fine. Today was really tiring, I need sleep but I want to spend my leisure time with him. I had my courses 2,5 hours and sure it was really tiring. and again I made him waiting and feel tired as I always make mistake. I am really sorry for everything sorry for disappoint you.and as someone said I have to give out my best. Sure I would, I did the courses, discussion with brother, and asked for friend's help. I hope everythings will be fine. and I'm sorry for being not that good for you. well i really need some rest, I've taken paramex 3times bcos i was having headache 3 days in a row. I know it was such a bad.

PS : and yes, my grandma died March 2nd, the day after I typed that post. I'm sure she is in a good care now. God knows everything, and He knows the best.

sorry for rambling. no one reads my post so actually it doesn't really matter at all right?

2011-03-01T21:01:00.001+07:00

this is just so random in need of somebody to talk to and suddenly it reminds me about last year when that happened well almost the same like now hm i remember it clearly that every sunday morning since i was a little my mom and dad always ask me and my brothers to catch up with my grandparents we used to talk a lot of things and play games when i was like in elementary as the time went by we still visit oma every week well sometimes i bring along my homework or any other tasks from school and finish it there while my parents and oma discussing about things i didnt understand that time i can say that either my or my brothers relationship with oma are close each other eventho we rarely talk these days because of her illness my family still visit her every week and sometimes well yes its been 18 years i visit her like every week we ask her to look around hm shes got problem with her feet and its quite difficult to her to talk or say something like nowadays she rarely talks to people most of the time she just watches tv i really worry about her condition shes in hospital now please pray for her i hope everythings gonna be okay really hope that her condition isnt getting worse and hopefully she will be fine :"(

#randomfive

2011-02-28T22:03:00.002+07:00

the lamp is so unique

the view is just woo-hoo-ing

white and black

the windows

those pictures are amazing

i love the design, the color, the furniture

all white and it looks great

the last picture kind of illustrates the warm and nice atmosphere

coolness.

#randomfour

2011-02-22T18:45:00.001+07:00

I'm happy and worry at the same time :"(
he said just do the best and let God do the rest
and at the end we will be fine.

by my side - david choi

2011-02-19T15:28:00.000+07:00

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

a really good song, easy listening, and im in love with the music.
it's saturday yeaaay. this is so random but im so happy for someone now :D
hm i really wanna watch a crazy little thing called love, caca said its a great movie woo.

another hello.

2011-02-16T13:21:00.003+07:00

another back-pain and it hurts :'( you know what it really hurts.
wish I could buy a painkiller, but I don't wanna be addicted to it.
okay go to sleep, so when I wake up the pain is gone.

it's sunday morning, fellas.

2011-02-13T10:44:00.000+07:00

whatever happens, I will stay the |same|

even I'm afraid something goes wrong.

that absolute symbol means,

whatever happens next won't change me.

#untitledtwo

2011-02-13T00:26:00.001+07:00

just remember one of the Bible said about love 2 days ago.

Jesus teaches us a language of love. What is that? Find the meaning yourself - Kak Sinta, pembina OMK (Feb 11,2011)

another random thoughts. crying is tiring and useless. but at least it always makes someone feels better, right? and ya think I've found the answer. He has made everything beautiful in its time (Ecclesiastes 3:11)

gottasleep, it is 00.35 AM and tomorrow I've to wake up at 5.

this is just so random excuse my silly post. this is just so lame

#randomthree

2011-02-12T18:22:00.004+07:00

thank you. just thank you, for everything.

either it is bad or good.

#randomtwo

2011-02-06T13:19:00.005+07:00

this is just so random aaaaahhh tmr is monday already, im not ready for those tests :'( well gotta go study study studyyyy!

took this birthday picture few days ago (almost 2 weeks) and suddenly im thinking to upload it

hm thats okay, right?

looking around

2011-02-05T13:16:00.000+07:00

new header. well its been so long since the last time i updated my header, right? nothing to say, changing mood is almost happens as it is normal nowadays. sigh. so this is saturday and finally i can enjoy my me-time which is rarely happens because of the school, courses, homework, etcetc. well with a cup of green tea beside me and a novel by nicholas sparks, id love to enjoy this saturday afternoon.

#untitledthree

2011-02-02T21:15:00.003+07:00

hey chinese new year is in the corner :)

I remember exactly what happened last year that we both finally did the text and it was the first time we talked each other after a long-term period. I'm so grateful for what we've done as we could solve all the things properly. I love the way you play your sax and guitar. esp i love the way you sing L.O.V.E few days ago. by the way, I'd love to hear you singing again :))

ily G ♥

PS : I often have some random thoughts in my mind. I know nobody even cares with my blog ( well, I don't either ) But it feels right when I can just write down what I'm feeling right now. So please excuse my oh-so-random-and-blabbering-post.

#untitledtwo

2011-01-31T19:38:00.001+07:00

you know that I love coffee so much,

but I'd love to say that I heart you the most ♥

#untitledone

2011-01-24T19:25:00.001+07:00

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause' I see sparks fly whenever you smile ♥

friends

2011-01-23T22:23:00.000+07:00

thankyou yuliana ramlief and ko pascal gekko :) maaf sepertinya sangat menghabiskan waktu ya beberapa hari ini. AYO KALIAN SEMANGAT, pasti masalah kalian akan cepat selesai :):)

learning

2011-01-23T13:18:00.001+07:00

Don't expect too much.
I learn how to be grateful for what happened in life.
Especially when it comes to you.
Your presence makes my day and thank you.
That's why I won't expect too much from you,
Be a truly genuine, folks.
It is totally random. Excuse all my non-sense talks.

#randomtwo

2011-01-16T20:23:00.001+07:00

hari ini hari minggu. karena sabtu kemarin BTA maka tidak berasa seperti hari libur :( hari ini ke gereja pagipagi sekali hanya berdua mami sangat ngantuk tadi pagii untung bisa ditahan :) wah rumah sepi karena yang lain sedang pergi hmm. di tengah pr kimia yang superbanyak, pr mat yang tiada habisnya, sampai tugas senimusik yang sulit saya menyempatkan diri memasak loh :) hm akibatnya sangat mengantuk sekarang gr2 kecapean mungkin :(( aaaaaaa ngomong2 saya baru sadar saya terus melakukan ini-itu sedangkan pihak lain di sebelah sana sepertinya tidak begitu peduli. jujur saja, saya (agak) kesal huff :(( hm saya tau sih harusnya tidak boleh seperti ini, tapi ini sangat normal bukan? ya, sangat normal

OH MY :(( remember your resolution! no more complainingg. okayy sorry :(

#randomone

2011-01-15T22:03:00.002+07:00

it's january 2011

and im still looking for this :((

hm ada yang berbaik hati membelikan saya ini?
saya mau nitip koko yang lilo and stich tapi sepertinya dia sibuk :(

source : amazon.com

ticktock it's been a while

2011-01-01T22:01:00.007+07:00

seconds, minutes, hours, days.

tick tock - tick tock

waiting

lesson of the day : jangan mencari, saat tidak dicari ( hahah in fact, it hurts )

#2011wish

2011-01-01T00:01:00.001+07:00

tidak boleh terlalu sering berandai-andai, setiap orang berbeda-beda, tapii seandainya .. ( HAHAH oke )
sahabat selalu ada setiap saat :)
menjadi orang yang lebih baik.
bisa lebih bersyukur dan menerima.
banyak waktu untuk mencoba resep baru.
sabar sabar sabar dan sabar

*tadinya saya pikir ada waktu buat saya, tapi ternyata tidak ada ya. okayy.

NEW YEAR'S EVE

2010-12-31T19:55:00.001+07:00

hari ini malam tahun baru loh.

31 Desember 2010, dimana malam trakhir di taun 2010.

segera pergi utk dinner bareng keluarga tetapi masih ingin blogging :p

got a late christmas present today, thanks temanbaik!

CIHUYY AYO COBA RESEP BARU :D:D

oke. harus segera berangkat. HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL :D

Feliz Navidad

2010-12-25T21:37:00.004+07:00

happy christmas dear fellas :)
tidak boleh emosi.
harus lebih dewasa.
lebih bisa menerima.
ayo sabar sabar kendalikan emosi.
ayo jadi lebih baik lagi.
semuanya harus bisa dibawa santai, walaupun dalam hati kesal sebal lalalalala~
banyakin senyum tertawa ROTFL :) ayoo belajar untuk bersyukur dong.
by the way saya disiapin hadiah natal dari teman baik saya! YEAYYYY CIHUYYYY SENANG!
tadi kesal dan sekarang jauh lebih baik, terima kasih teman baik!
#sangatrandomsekali

christmas babyy.

2010-12-17T20:28:00.001+07:00

Christmas time is here,
happiness and cheer,
call their favorite time of year.

Snowflakes in the air,
carols everywhere,
olden times and ancient rhymes
and love and dreams to share

rabbit bunny love :)

poinsettia flowers sweet :)

deer charm uber-cute :D

a lot of presents :D

Christmas brings joy and happiness
hope everythings gonna be okay
let's fix everything :)

belajar

2010-12-11T21:06:00.001+07:00

masalah.

hidup di sekitar kita,

dekat dan kadang terus datang

belajar untuk menjadi lebih kuat

terus berharap

dan terus mencoba,

open-communication

komitmen

kasih

mundur dari hiruk pikuk permasalahan

berkembang sebagai pribadi

yang lebih dewasa.

dan semuanya

pasti mendapat jalan terbaik.

terimakasih uncle markus, jadi saya siap saat ada masalah.

fresh.

2010-11-16T21:17:00.001+07:00

me yuliana and albert chatted together! like a coincidence, so it happened when I was so stressed out this evening, thinking about what actions I had done at school and made him kind of disturbed. so I looked for yuliana through her bbm but couldn't find her and I was about online through MSN and looking for her, and fortunately I found them. best friends. i miss them so bad. I miss those moments on year 10. they are my pain killers. they listen to my "sometimes-nonsense-talking" and they always there.

hm I know problems come and go. some said that patience is the only answer. but human has her/his own limit. then the next question is what should we do when we reach our limit? do the best and let God do the rest. I really hope that everything is okay and nothing change between us.

time flies and it is the middle of november. blink your eyes and you will find yourself busy with final exams essays and other tasks. whoaaa. magyk.

things.

2010-10-11T20:48:00.002+07:00

ilovepolarbearr <33

summerberries by haagen dazs, it tastes like heaven :9

lollipop, i used to eat lollipop like 3x a week :((

i drink coffee, i love serene places, im a bit phlegmatic (?),
im kind of fickle supple and i talk alot -_______-

belated birthday post

2010-09-08T14:03:00.007+07:00

its been a year since my last birthday. last year was superb and this year is as great as last year. bestfriends came to my house, celebrated my 18th birthday. some of them couldnt make it because of some reasons but i just wanna say that i love you all my bestfriends. thankyou for the great birthday msgs the doodleboard the presents and all the surprises thank you for your kindness. iloveyouall my bestfriends. thankyouu gilbertlityo, thomasjatiman, andrewhubaja, ajienayaka who came and gave a great surprise. thankyou teresapuspita jojosimanjuntak jordyjunior emmakirana daisyaurora bingkosaurus cindyramli andrewhidayat sherlynsaadi korneliagracia jessicalivia stephaniebudiman adrianusakbar feliciaoctora rindy hansyovento and joshuasunico for the birthdaymsg, present, and the doodleboard. you guys are the greatest and im so grateful having bestfriends like all of you. you guys are my stars shining brightly in my heart. im not trying to be poetic but the quote just sounds right and reflects all of you.

thankyouuuu :)

and thankyou for the birthday wishes on facebook and twitter sanurians smukiers cousins relatives and all of you. you guys really made my day.

across the fields

2010-09-04T11:58:00.000+07:00

tomorrow should be great. koko's here right now. it's really great. but i feel nothing at all for tomorrow. i don't feel so excited. i don't feel so good. problems come and go. a friend of mine once said that's what makes people stronger. i need my moodbuster. but i've got nothing. exploring new places sounds great. a place where no one's there. a place where i can feel the real 'me'. with a great landscape, nice weather, the blue sky, and the fluffy cotton candy with me. hm blabbering too much.

random #3

2010-08-24T23:27:00.005+07:00

jangan seperti ini, karena saya tidak tahu

sampai kapan saya bisa menganggap semuanya baik-baik saja.

“Promises are like the full moon, if they are not kept at once they diminish day by day"

German Proverb

"Promise little and do much"
Hebrew Proverb

...

2010-08-12T15:41:00.001+07:00

bbm-ed koko just now and its almost midnight for him. it took only 10 mins but i really miss him :(( i told him everything, tears coming and i just couldnt stand it. he calmed me down, and it works as usual. but still, im scared, time is running. teachers, hw, school, friends, exams. those are freakin me out. its august 12 and i act like aaaa idk what to say. oh my please i really need koko now :((((( just give me a break, please? we arent a superhuman who can do everything at the same time.

hanya asal (lagi)

2010-07-21T19:31:00.001+07:00

sangat banyak teman-teman

terlalu banyak " mengapa begini / begitu? "

terlalu banyak " bagaimana jika? "

terlalu banyak jawaban mengambang

yang mungkin perlu waktu

dan keyakinan besar untuk meyakininya

menganggap semuanya akan baik-baik saja

memang sudah seharusnya

mencari teman sebanyak-banyaknya

menikmati hidup dengan segala persoalan yang ada

selalu tersenyum dan bersyukur

atas apa yang telah dimiliki selama ini

biarkan mengalir,

karena memang sudah ada yang mengatur

tergantung pada diri sendiri

untuk melihat apa yang tersembunyi dan tidak kelihatan

P.S : saya menulis kata-kata yang tidak beraturan. bahkan mungkin aneh jika diartikan. ah ini hanya pekerjaan iseng yang tidak penting untuk dibaca. saya hanya sedang ingin mengetik, dan tanpa sengaja mengetik yang tidak penting. jadi tidak usah diambil pusing.

random #3

2010-07-10T18:54:00.006+07:00

idk what to say.

idk what to do.

idk what will happen.

idk what im thinking right now.

you can be in your ups and downs.

somewhere. sometimes.

is it true that patience is really important?

some say every cloud has its own silver lining.

but i havent seen those silver linings.

help me finding my sweet silver lining,

so that i will not worry anymore.

so that i can be positive all the time.

but it takes time to find it, doesn't it?
you convinced me and im sure enough that you will help me :)

well im rambling these days.

mumbo jumbo.

book.

2010-07-07T21:59:00.000+07:00

i finished the last song by nicholas sparks. i couldnt stand it. i cried and the story is really sweet. talking about love of a father to her daughter. it's not only about love, but also how to face difficult time in your life for instance death (in this novel), how to deal with that situation? when your parents hiding something for your own good but you ignore and hate them like they are criminals for doing bad things to you. everything happens for reason. it really does. and patience is the best answer to explain everything. i believe that God has His own way to lead us in a good way of life. well, this is just so random. cheers.

random #2

2010-07-07T21:22:00.000+07:00

my holiday is almost over. weve got no time together, busy with ourselves. ive said that we have a lot of differences but you said we can work it out. unfortunately you said the very same one yourself, without any purposes, you said it randomly. then what shud i do. shud i say the very same thing like what you've said to me? or what? well this is just so random. see ya.

leisure.

2010-07-01T19:51:00.001+07:00

Standing as the biggest Baroque Fountain in Rome,

whoaaa it took 30 years to build this fountain, finished in 1762

It has become one of the most popular places in the world for almost 3 centuries.

Trevi Fountain, Rome

Do you believe its 'coin'throwing' legend? Well, I do :p

This post is so random, I watched a film with Rome as its backgraund.

And I just can't stand see the beauty of the fountain :p

random

2010-06-30T22:27:00.000+07:00

I've tried to be nice. You didn't seem to care at all. Im busy with with my things while you're busy with your things. Well, lame excuse. Haa wtv. im rambling (again). guess this post is so random and pointless. well, it's totally random.

sunday, 27th June

2010-06-27T16:15:00.001+07:00

hari minggu, td ke gereja seterusnya ke rumah oma sampai benar2 sore. by the way, happy birthdayy dear dennis. HAHA selamat ulangtahun bocah! semoga makin dewasa dan tambah nurut sama cicinya HAHA. aww taun ini dia dapet baju bola spanyol, smentara koko dapet baju bola brazil. aww ngerayain ulangtahun sendirian bersama teman2 baru dia :p

halo sabtu #2

2010-06-26T18:26:00.000+07:00

sementara koko danniel disini, sedang bersama davin dan tante.

tanggal 25 agustus, koko balik yeay :D

halo sabtu.

2010-06-26T08:12:00.000+07:00

dennis lagi disana. tempatnya bagus. ah jadi pengen nyusul kesana. HAHA -____-

libur.

2010-06-25T21:43:00.000+07:00

busy? maybe.

chic eats

2010-06-25T17:34:00.001+07:00

ripe strawberries plus balsamic vinegar plus black pepper (?)

fun #1

2010-06-24T21:21:00.000+07:00

hari ini liburan seperti biasa. awalnya tidak ada rencana seperti kemarin (masak sama didi, pergi ke puribugar, ataupun pergi nonton), sampai tiba2 tadi bangun jam 8, lompat dari tempat tidur, dan liat bb dan ada bbm dari nana regi yang akan menjemput.

maka jadilah saya langsung lompat tempat tidur, merapikan tempat tidur, cuci muka, sikat gigi, dan ganti baju olahraga. di depan nana regi maggie emii albert sudah sangat ramai dan akhirnya SIAP dengan baju dan clana or sanur dan ultramilk sebagai sarapan HAHA.

jogging keliling kompleks, membangunkan teman2 yang lain akhirnya berujung di Bakmie Siantar. HAHA. gossip. seru. rame. pulangnya dianterin rara dan nana dan lgs tepar -______- ketiduran lalu diajak si mami yang sedang ingin nonton tom cruise ;p maka jadilah saya ke puri mall dan ternyata lumayan ramai. knight and day bagus dan lucu loh. bisa ketawa ketiwi nontonnya ;p

HAHA jarang2 ya post ttg kegiatan. hanya sedang iseng saja kok. ngomong2 saya lagi makan semangkuk full kiwi kuning, hmm manis bgt loh hhe :9

el tiempo

2010-06-21T18:03:00.000+07:00

apabila dia berubah, apa yang harus saya lakukan? apa saya harus tetap sama? atau juga ikut berubah?

hey saturday :)

2010-06-19T20:31:00.002+07:00

I spent this Saturday with my friends. Lydia's birthday lunch at Satoo, Shangrila. I met lots of friends, the new and the olds ;p HAAAA how I miss sanurians so bad. great time, great day, fun chit-chats, gossip. then I had our girls' talk with didi and those're tons of fun. by the way, Dennis is going abroad tomorrow. haaaaa he's going to spend 3 weeks in us, well have fun little brother :)) and wonka, please?

the ups and downs

2010-06-18T23:51:00.001+07:00

up and down and shake shake shake. remember this song when I was like mm a 9th grader. well, life has its ups and downs. how to get on and face that? some say it depends on people who get through it. well I've been there before. like school, friends, family, another problems etcetc. I joined the OMK's things today and got something that really good for my life. it's a story about a father and a son who walk through the storm, eventho it is a heavy one. well they keep walking and walking slowly but sure until they find a place full of light. fyi, they didnt stop at all eventho many of their friends stop and quit. it is a really good story. it reflects me as well. uncle markus said when you've got a problem, you need someone else (a shoulder to cry on, the one that you can depend on, bestfriends, or wtv-you-call-him-or-her) to accompany you to get things right away, back to normal. and it's totally right for me, I agree with that. but how about if I've had it enough? like I've tried but I couldnt make it. well, for instance I've tried to understand about something but I have a different glasses so it's just totally different not the same as others'. well I guess I have to figure it out myself. what should I do next. honestly im not that strong, you know. im still a person who has problems and needs someone to talk to. Im kind of introvert soo err -____- well it's getting weird, im rambling too much. i just need something to write down my thoughts and i think my blog is the right place. no one read mine so i feel free typinggggg all of thesee. errrr it's getting worsee bye.

2010-06-16T20:09:00.003+07:00

mbak : ci, kamu jangan dibanting-banting dong mainnya ntar dimarahin mam.

stella : emg aku ngebanting2? mbak berasa?

mbak : ya iyalah, itu lama2 rusak loh ci.

stella : -__-

ingin ke suatu tempat dimana bisa teriak sekencang-kencangnya melompat setinggi-tingginya dan merefresh segala pikiran suntuk yang ada akhir-akhir ini. andai otak seperti memory komputer dimana saat ada yang tidak diinginkan bisa dihapus begitu saja, mungkin kita tidak mengenal yang namanya masalah. HA HA bodoh.

ko, cepat pulang dong :'( disini banyak cerita. banyak sekali. dan sangat ingin dibagi.

omongan asal

2010-06-15T12:41:00.001+07:00

this is my fave brand of cotton candy. I found this brand at KemChicks for the very first time like when I was like a 7th grader. so fluffy sweet and so pink-ish blue-ish :)this fluffy cotton candy somehow always reminds me of koko, 3 of us love cottoncandy lalalala~ arghhh I miss the time we spend together, the chit-chats, the stupid things, the food, his advise, etcetc. Dennis is going abroad for 3 weeks and koko is going back to Indonesia in August :)) gonna spend this holiday alone with friends and cousins. cant wait for August :)) by the way, I do the 'hang-out-with-friends' alot these days. feel a bit guilty with my mom, dad, and brother :( aaaaaa I dont wanna make my house as a place to eat or sleep only. hmm I guess I will spend my time at my house, cooking, watching dvds, chatting with mom and dad and other things that I used to do before. Im so grateful that I have a home sweet home and cant wait to see koko :D well Im blabbering too much -____- see yaa!

try this! aaaa haven't bought this for like umm 6 months -__-

singasong.

2010-05-31T19:03:00.001+07:00

You tuck me in, turn out the light Left me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that
Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be
And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day

Butterfly fly away

Take those dreams and make them all come true
Butterfly fly away (Butterfly fly away)
You've been waiting for this day
All along and know just what to do

study study and study

2010-05-30T21:59:00.002+07:00

hello there mr.bones, how are you? hmm its been a while since my last theraphy at dr.michael for my scol. by the way mr.bones, I promise you I will reduce any food containing soybeans,something oily, everything dr.nico said, etcetc that's not good for my health and causes pain :) hm I will reduce tahu, tempe, kacang2an, kangkung, dll biar rematiknya ga kambuh :) so mr.bones jangan sering2 ngilu yaa :) ayo kita kerjasamaa hehe ;)

wow, tmr is the last day of final exams. Biology drives me crazy, and I think I'm gonna stay all night long with these books, handouts, and a glass of coffee. Wish me luck for tmr :)

hello sunday

2010-05-30T10:38:00.002+07:00

some say a morning prayer to start a day will lead us in a good way through our day. its just so random what I'm thinking about.

Dear God, I woke up this morning. I wanna say thankyou for everything that You've given to me all this time. You are everywhere. I know You know everything. Without saying anything, You know the problem I'm facing. You know what's the best thing for us. The best solution to make everything good. You will always take care of us, carry out our burden and make things better. Thankyou for Your time listening to me.

temanteman

2010-05-27T16:49:00.001+07:00

kadang saya merasa waktu sangat cepat, kadang juga sangat lambat. tergantung bagaimana kita menghadapi hidup ini. saat semuanya terasa baik dan menyenangkan, waktu berjalan sangat cepat membuat semuanya berlalu begitu saja. saat semuanya terasa sakit, waktu justru berjalan sangat lambat, seakan memaksa kita untuk merasakannya lebih lama.

tidak ada maksud untuk berbicara putis. hanya saja tiba-tiba menyadari hal ini ketika sedang mendengar lagu Saint-Saens : The Swan ( Le Cygne ) mungkin terasa bodoh karena tidak berkaitan sama sekali. hanya saja itulah yang terpikirkan saat ini. ulangan umum sudah hampir selesai, tinggal senin. SAT semakin dekat. dan sebentar lagi akan naik kelas 12. oh iya saya sayang kelasebelasipadua. isinya bermacam-macam loh dari yang memang sudah terduga hingga yang tidakterduga.

RT @daisy_aurora : Best friends are like fairytales. They've been there since "once upon atime" & will be there until "forever ever after"#TLS

jarang-jarang sekali ya post-nya panjang. biasanya tidak tau mau ngomong apa dan yang ada hanya ketik-ketik asal. yaa ngomong2 doakan saya untuk ulanganumum hari senin ya :))

2010-05-06T18:30:00.001+07:00

hey, tmr is FRIDAYY :) I'm having my math exam tmr. And now I'm typing this post while waiting for my mom to pick me up from my course haven't taken a bath and I'm so errr lepek --" ngomong2 saya mau tobat. serem kalo diulangin :| dan |saya kangen koko| dia sibuk bgt di-bbm dan tidak dibalas :S

2010-05-05T04:03:00.001+07:00

hello, it is 4 in the morning. fell asleep last night. haven't studied any and hm suddenly realized that time passed by so fast. it is may already. bulan yang akan dipenuhi dengan ulangan, tugas, dan ulangan umum. juni ini koko ga pulang karena ada kuliah :(( hm saya kangen banget sama koko :| and yeay OMK's getting real fun. got a lot of new friends and tons of fun. anyway, I'm having my english and computer exams today so gotta end this post asap.

Anyway, ME LIKEY daisy's tweet "friendship isn't a one big thing. it is million things" !

up to the sky

2010-04-29T00:11:00.001+07:00

image taken from Ditze via deviantArt

saya ingin berlari jauh. sekencang-kencangnya. saya ingin melompat ke atas setinggi-tingginya. melihat langit lebih dekat yang warnanya seperti cotton candy. saya ingin bisa terbang ke neverland. saya ingin punya permen lollipop yang besar. dan masih banyak keinginan lain lagi. jangan terlalu berharap, toh orang lain tampaknya juga tidak peduli. tiba2 teringat perkataan teman "semua harus dimulai dari hal kecil dulu karena itu jauh lebih berarti" sangat setuju dengan itu TOSS :) harusnya memang seperti itu tapi hmm

ngomong2 saya baru sadar sekalinya nge-post langsung 2 dalam sehari. ya mumpung besok tidak ada ulangan jadi harus dimanfaatkan dengan baik.

cerita asal

2010-04-28T15:38:00.001+07:00

Hmm hari rabu pulang sekolah. Tidak ada terapi, pulang pagi sampai rumahnya. Tidak ada tugas dan tiba2 memutuskan buat duduk di teras ngeliat taman mumpung lagi sendirian juga di rumah. Pikirannya sedang kemana2. Harus belajar. Mau ulangan umum. Ada ulang tahun teman. Ada permasalahn sendiri. Sibuk les dan sebagainya. Yah harusnya dibawa santai jangan dipikirkan. Jangan terlalu sering menuntut karena kata teman memang tidak smua bs sesuai keinginan. Tapi kalau hanya keinginan kecil saja wajar kan? Yah ngelantur saja isinya. Yah tidak ada yang peduli juga dan tidak ada yang baca juga. Jadi seperti sedang mengetik pada dokumen kosong ya.

heels over head #2

2010-04-04T20:39:00.001+07:00

selalu seperti ini, seperti orang bodoh saja.

yang bingung sendiri menyusun puzzle yang sudah berantakan.

dan ngomong-ngomong, saya belum siap masuk sekolah besok :(

random things

2010-03-16T15:24:00.003+07:00

mungkin aneh ya, tapi dulu pernah sangat suka sama negara Inggris. banyak yang bilang negaranya kuno dan sangat-biasa. tapi tadi iseng-iseng lihat foto-foto kastil disana yang wow :)

sangat senang ngeliat tempat-tempat kaya gini, kayanya sepi ga rame tenang dan enak banget suasananya. haha di indonesia ada ga ya tempat kaya gini? kalo ada, superkewl deh pasti :p

black and yellow, bees.

2010-03-13T17:47:00.001+07:00

a glass of tea. warm and healthy. it's good for your day esp these days. arrgghh ga enak badan sekarang :| harus banyak minum, ga boleh sakit! anw, mug-nya lucu sekali :)

terbang

2010-03-09T18:43:00.000+07:00

kertas origami yang berserakan

seribu burung kertas di langit

hanya untuk satu keinginan

pikirannya sedang sangat tidak jelas. semuanya seperti berlari kesana kemari. dang, campur aduk.

si merah

2010-03-02T21:09:00.000+07:00

ah tadi ke bear house liat2 tapi ga ketemu ponyo :( payah ih masa ponyo ga ada dimana2. mauu cari ponyoo :| tadinya bahkan gatau ponyo itu apa, tapi gara2 taun lalu liat dan ternyata superlucu ya *baru sadar akhir-akhir ini HAHA ayoo beliin ponyo :p

di kelas ponyo punya teman si chicken little dan pinky-piggy HAHA :)

fridayyyy

2010-02-26T12:15:00.000+07:00

super-aneh baru ngerasa keseleo hari ini pedahal kejadiannya uda dari hari rabu pas jalan kaki ke TA. errr. hari ini ada florence's haute candy sweet 17th party. bakal ketemu temen2 sd :3 yeayyy. blog-nya semakin lama semakin tidak penting isinya zzz --''

* teman-teman di sekolah semakin lama semakin asik dan kul :')

#now playing Misery Loves Its Company - The Red Jumpsuit

bersama teman

2010-02-24T19:00:00.001+07:00

di sekolah ; lapar, tiba2 punya ide pesan pizza hut delivery HAHA salad, 2 pan pizza large medium, garlic bread, lasagna. 2 jam kosong. terus pulangnya ke TA awalnya mau pesen taksi tapi sayang kata emma err --a akhirnya jalan kaki super seru pulsek untung rada mendung dan nitip tas di apartment emma. ada jordy junior, emma kirana, andrew huba. berempat makan jalan2. loncat-loncat euphoria kesenengan. oke. frik. tapi seru sih :)

* tadi ketemu boneka siberian husky super-lucu di familia :D

yang masih kecil lucu ya imut2 gtu, tapi kalo uda gede serem dan keanya galak banget errrr :|

serba-serbi

2010-02-23T19:27:00.001+07:00

baru dapat part sundial dreams dari cing2 yeay. tadi tunggu dijemput 1 jam dan telat les setengah jam. tadi di tiba2 sekolah pemp, lo pake eyeliner? kok matanya kayak smokey eyes gitu? hehe keren. HAH? ya, enggaklah. HAHA gue nggak bisa juga pakenya. kurang tidur nih kebanyakan baca novel errr. hoamm --a ayoo dong pantang makan yang dokter bilang. jangan bolong2 hmm.

hari minggu

2010-02-21T20:49:00.000+07:00

rutinitas hari minggu seperti biasa. besok ulangan biologi dan bahasa indonesia. daritadi minum green-tea tidak habis-habis. harus banyak minum biar tidak panas dalam - kata mami dan koko. hmm.

gambar ice-cream nya super-enak ya sepertinya. lagi cari-cari cemilan buat teman belajar tiba2 ketemu 1 box cold-stone - cake di rumah HAHA, tapi masih beku --a

udah cukup lama tidak ke times, jadi mau ke times lagi cari buku walaupun di rumah masih ada buku yang nganggur belum dibaca hehe. enak aja ngeliat suasana times HAHA. okee semakin ga jelas. mau belajar buat besokkkk :D

cuap-cuap asal

2010-02-18T21:15:00.003+07:00

2 hari bertemu dokter nicolaas, pegang-pegang, ngomong-ngomong, foto-foto, tulis-tulis, tes darah, dan selesai. kesan pertama : serem galak. berikutnya : kocak, ketawa-ketiwi. emang si dokter lucu sekali HAHA :p ayo harus rajin renang lagi ! anw tadi siang ngobrol sama koko yang sedang sibuk belanja di central-market

*err tadi di siloam salah pesan minum, maunya vanilla latte dikasih steam-milk yang super tawar rasanya --a

sedang rajin

2010-02-16T21:47:00.001+07:00

tugas dan pr yang menumpuk, beberapa pikiran asal dan lamunan-lamunan aneh yang tiba-tiba terlintas. tadi pelajaran Pak SW mendung dan hujan, 45 menit bolak-balik hanya menatap jendela melihat hujan. ingin main hujan sepuasnya seperti dulu waktu kecil :') dan tiba2 kangen koko sudah lama tidak skype err :|

hujan deras

2010-02-15T20:38:00.000+07:00

hey, terimakasih atas kerjasamanya kemarin selama keliling ke rumah saudara tidak sakit2. tapi hari ini agak sakit dan pegel2, ayoo pasti cepat sembuh :) jangan ngeluh terus kata mami, harus disyukuri semuanya. IYAA ada masalah atau ngga, semuanya pasti ada positifnya buat kita. oh iya baru tau ternyata kadarnya rendah sekali ya. pantas saja seperti ini. pertama pasti aneh, tapi selanjutnya harus dibiasakan. errr sangat tidak jelas ya, hanya omongan tidak penting kok jadi tidak perlu diambil pusing.

sedang ingin minum vanilla latte setelah sudah cukup lama tidak minum waaaa :9 tiba2 ingin sekali ke times, spend time selama mungkin disana. duduk baca buku novel, travelling, resep2 aneh, sampai self-help mungkin. ya agak aneh ya tempat hang-out nya dibanding teman2 lain yang ke mall, tetapi merasa paling nyaman disana --a ya sudah semakin lama semakin tidak jelas saja.

ada apa ya?

2010-02-11T21:53:00.003+07:00

bulan lalu mau bikin koko-crunch yang pk coklat, bulan ini mau bikin cookies deh sudah ada resep tapi belum sempat dicoba huh. kadang ingin ini, kadang ingin itu, wah banyak yaa, kalau sekarang ..

sangat ingin mencoba bikin coffee art latte, tapi kelihatannya sulit. wah, sudah cukup lama juga tidak minum ini sesekali boleh kan, tidak sering kok hanya sebagai teman saat tugas menumpuk dan harus tidur di tengah malam. sekarang sudah jauh berkurang kok, hanya segelas grandae misto harusnya tidak apa2 kan?

wah di kelas ada pesawat2 kertas, teddy bear's scent from lovely-lace, counterpain, bath-and-body works, corat-coret buku dan tangan, studio XIA2, sherlock holmes di pelajaran agama, teman kelompok yang selalu bicara-sambil-teriak walaupun hanya berjarak 1 meter saat bicara, dan lainnya. cukup beragam dan unik. saya tahu post kali ini benar2 tidak penting untuk dibaca, jadi maaf untuk post kali ini.

errr ..

2010-02-09T19:20:00.001+07:00

tadi sore jam 4.15 (lapar belum makan, dan punggung sakit (lagi)) abis dari skolah ngobrol dengan teman2 langsung pergi buru2 ke puri. sampe di puri ..

Guru : Ya ampun Stella, kamu main apa sih?

Stella : Main piano lah, Bu. Kan sekarang lagi les.

Guru : Kalo gitu kenapa mainnya pop, bukannya lagu ujian? (emosi)

Stella : Yah, yang itu bosen bu. Susah juga, udah yang ini aja.

Guru : Terus kenapa duduknya aneh, dan mainnya ngga ada perasaan? (marah)

Stella : Yah, orang saya juga belom makan, sakit punggung lagi --a

zzz perut sedang lapar dan punggung sakit lagi tadi pedahal uda diurut pas itu. ahhhh, jangan sakit lagi dong punggungnya, jadi susah kalo mau ngapa2in nih :( ga boleh telat makan juga biar ga maag!

#nowplaying Hot Mess - Cobra Starship

Seandainya

2010-01-16T11:47:00.009+07:00

setiap orang bisa lebih peduli dan care dengan orang lain, pasti hidup juga terasa lebih baik.

"Do you know what's hard about being too strong? Nobody might care to ask if you're hurt" - TrueLoveStories

saya setuju dengan quote ini, sekaligus sangat tidak suka dengan artinya.

the airway

2010-01-04T09:46:00.003+07:00

ah, it's like we're worlds apart. can I have a magic lamp? so the genie will show up and ask for my 3 wishes. but I only need one thou. so, please? anw school starts tmr and im not ready yet --a blabbing~

and yesterday (3rd january) was superb. I went to servina's and yenny's, and met lots of new friends. tons of fun.

random quotes;

It's takin' whatever comes your way, the good AND the bad, that give life flavor. It's all the stuff rolled together that makes life worth livin'. Toshihiro Kawabata

gtg now, im doing my civic presentation. see ya!

the airway - owl city

distortion

2010-01-02T11:20:00.001+07:00

2nd January 2010. swinging mood and stomachache. idk what happen to me things dont go right away. maybe I just need time. hm holiday's almost over. I wished I could have 30 hours per day on holiday. suddenly i miss my old times with my junior high's friends, we used to spend most of our leisure time hanging out, swimming, and doing something silly. haaa im rambling too much, sorry. cheers!

it's january 2010

2010-01-01T21:45:00.001+07:00

hey happy new year people! well, time passed by so fast and lots of things happened in 2009. problems with school, friends, family. 2009 was such a tough year, remember when I was almost became emo back there HAHA. 2009 just passed and this is a new year, a new beginning, a new chapter, and a new hope. some of my friends have some problems, and im not about being a meddler or kind of i just dont want exacerbate the problem. so i only can wish you guys all the best. i hope 2010 gonna be better than last year. ah a sudden BAD MOOD :( i need a moodbuster. and problems, please go away.

last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY SERVINA MARISKA :D have a blast, friend :DD

well sometimes i feel so alone. but thankss to my bestfriends who always there for me, in good and bad times. well ive got a full page of name to tell here haha. soo have a great year ahead, friendss!

MERRY CHRISTMAS (sorry, it's kinda late)

2009-12-27T07:04:00.001+07:00

hey people. merry (belated) christmas :) have a wonderful christmas and may your days be merry and bright. sorry, it's kinda late bcos i've got lots of things to do. besides, i've had my english course for 10 days in a row until new year eve with lots of SUPER-friends, which is sooo fun :') well, merry christmas again, ppl!

waa kinda envy with my koko and my friends who are going abroad muahaha. well have fun, guys :)

di waktu senggang

2009-12-16T19:49:00.001+07:00

mm lihat-lihat, browsing gambarr..

Anna Ruby Falls, Chattahoochee National Park

Trevi Fountain, Rome

Stonehedge, England

Tatra, Poland

Vienna Fountain, Austria

Bali, Indonesia

Sikuai Island, West Sumatra, Indonesia

Paris, France (at night)

Athens, Greece

those places are so kewll :) HAHA

kenapa banyak sekali tempat keren di dunia ini?

Indonesia juga ga kalah, loh :p

time machine

2009-12-11T19:22:00.001+07:00

kalo diliat-liat yaa waktu itu cepet banget jalannya. misalnya hari ini tgl 11 desember, ntar pasti tiba2 uda januari. kemarin kayaknya baru naik kelas 2 dan skarang uda mau ke semester 2 uda mau natal. bentar lagi kelas 3 sma dan kuliah. bakal pisah sama temen2 yang skarang. okayy lebay sih, sebenernya ga secepet itu. tapi ntar pasti ga kerasa, kita semua pasti kepencar-pencar lagi. YAHH, saya ingin punya mesin waktu sama lorong waktu donggg. Atau nggak ke Neverland aja yaa sama Peterpan ketemu Tinkerbell :p

*highschool masa-masa menyenangkan, teman-teman menyenangkan :)

kadang ingin balik lagi kayak sd deh. tapi kalo sd terus temennya ga nambah2 dong yaa. tapi dulu sd enak banget deh, temen-temennya lucu, guru2nya juga lucuuu. tapi skarang juga enak kok uda sma, uda gede *ceritanya HAHA